[ nisaka doesn't even hesitate with his answer. how could he? to answer with anything else would be to invalidate all the pain, all the struggles he's had to go through to get to this point. is he happy? no, he can't say that he is... but was he happy then? definitely not. to nisaka, he already knows that kind of pain... what's trudging through a different kind, at this point? ]
It's a different kind of misery... but I wouldn't take accepting myself back. [ there's a pause, and a hollow sort of laugh. ] You can try to ignore it all you want, but it'll always be a part of who you are.
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[ nisaka doesn't even hesitate with his answer. how could he? to answer with anything else would be to invalidate all the pain, all the struggles he's had to go through to get to this point. is he happy? no, he can't say that he is... but was he happy then? definitely not. to nisaka, he already knows that kind of pain... what's trudging through a different kind, at this point? ]
It's a different kind of misery... but I wouldn't take accepting myself back. [ there's a pause, and a hollow sort of laugh. ] You can try to ignore it all you want, but it'll always be a part of who you are.
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*weren't ...
didn't even notice...
i wish i could blame it on phone tagging but alas
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